First day of being 24
Hmm..ari tok mencatat sejarah juaklah coz amik sick leave for the first time ever sejak keja tok. i guess im too exhausted, that’s y. and my bp is getting high.pressure i supposed. my birthday yesterday was the quiet one i supposed, excpet for the fact i managed to grab a drink with my two buddy after work. I felt sick but now much better than this morning..
There are so many things in my mind.Eversince yesterday im thinking that i need to reach out to someone but then it was out of reach. i felt that deep down im feeling something, but i try not to think about it. i know its there but i try to ignore it. I wish i could just pack my things and leave but i cant. I know i cant.One thing that i guess would somehow stick with me.. and it wont leave. Dunno where is this heading to and i know im on way..
im not pretty happy about my current job so i hope i can get through the monday’s interview. But if i could not make it, then i guess i have to bear for another few months until my convocation. so i must earn money and i could not afford to be unemployed now.
dunno what else to write.. it took me some time to figure out what to write. Well rite now im listerning to another song that i want to include for my blog today. You were there by my fav’s male artists and composer Babyface. This song is a theme song in one movie , i guess Simon birch (correct me if im wrong)
Time passes, the world changes
But I’m still the same ole’ kid
And your jokes still bring me laughter
As if you still were here
And it hurts
When I smile
’cause my heart still remembers
When you were around
’cause you were there
When no one was
Just when I thought nobody cared
You showed me love
’cause you were my friend
You always told me
And I am still here
Because you were there
So precious, small treasures
A time when truth was innocent
True friendship, was all we were after
A place where kids could still be kids
And it hurts
But I’m glad
’cause at least I was blessed
To have you as my friend
You’re my best friend
There are no accidents
God has a plan for everyone
And he brought you in my life
To show me what a good friendship was
p/s: to my buddies … love you guys!!
